Dark night of the soul…
It happens at least once in life. The numbing pain of meaninglessness of the life we live drives us to collapse in a state of despair. Life doesn’t bring fulfillment anymore and we are on the brink of cracking open or dying. We feel we want that state to end, but what our soul is really calling for is for a death of illusions we have built in our minds. We cry out in pain, feeling God has abandoned us, but this marks a beginning of a breakthrough to occur.
The state comes on triggered by no particular event though we feel the crushing weight of reality. Slowly the people and things we held dear dissipate and we lose sense of the life as we knew it. The death of the ego has begun.
This is a necessary part of awakening on our road to ascension. Allow the waves of cleansing wash over your physical, emotional, mental and etheric bodies. The quicker you allow the process to run its natural course, without struggling or fixing, the sooner it will finish. Just like peeling the layers of the onion that are not conducive to digestion, you are undergoing a cleansing that will restart your soul progress. Although you may be in despair, remember that the dark night of the soul, however long it will last, will soon end, and catapult your spirit to higher levels of spiritual knowledge and existence than before. The layers of the onion are being peeled off, to reveal the most beautiful heart and light of unconditional love dwelling inside you. Whatever you are feeling or thinking in this state of emotions being squeezed out of your body, is going to pass. One thing is certain- you are an alchemist of karma and a beautiful light of unconditional love.